I have no idea who I am without my anxiety. I know I love having purple hair even though it brings attention to myself. I know that I can be very talkative if Start talking about something I really like such as anything nerdy/geeky. What I don’t know is if I would have been more outgoing if didn’t have anxiety. Would people like me better or would they just find me obnoxious. I don’t remember a time where I was not terrified of what others thought of me. I don’t remember any point in my life where I felt like I actually belonged, even around people who I call my friends. I always feel like I am intruding. I wonder if I would have good friends that I could talk about anything to if didn’t have anxiety. If I didn’t have anxiety, would I be as empathetic as I am or would I be less empathetic?